I am Sof.

I really hope it’s the last day winter is holding a firm grip of.

I still haven’t decided if I’m gonna use this host; I visited other users’ blogs on blogsome.com, and some of their archives date back to 2003 which shows this host has been pretty stable. The thing about diaryland is that you have to type the codes yourself when you want to insert a picture, make words bold, etc. and with blogsome (or wordpress) it’s so much easier. Not to mention they also have categories and even categories under parent categories; also, you can upload pictures and thanks to the category funtion, you can actually establish a real photoblog - which is what I’ve always wanted. But then, the only (and main) concern is, after I upload all my photos here, once they stop providing the service, I’ll jump off the building.

I’m back to the self-containing and people-hating state; it’s neither good nor bad. My absurdity commands me to shout at people while feeling really hurt and bad after doing it. Apologize? Most likely I’ll do it, but it won’t stop me from shouting at them next time. I’ve got a few people on the list to apologize to, and yet they frustrate me to the point I want to stab myself and pull my hair out. Yes, I’ve got quite a few mental problems.

Oh you have no idea how much I hate myself (half of the time) and other people (most of the time).

It makes laugh thinking about yesterday’s clac class. Mr.Heritage was writing on the board and somehow the gereral consensus informed him the discontent that our classroom smelled bad (like baby powder). Mr.Heritage sniffed, agreed that it did smell bad. Then, this guy grabbed an original sized bottle of Febreze from his backpack and started spraying around and it ended up making everybody sniffing around and praising the freshness of the smell.

Hmph, maybe I should get a bottle of that, AND bring it to school everyday to make sure the music hall doesn’t stink when it does.