2 weeks
..only 2 weeks until I get up in the morning and murmur to myself: good morning, you are 18. Am I paranoid? Someone please tell me I’m paranoid.
I was walking home today after 2nd period, and when I was about to enter my building I looked up at the branches, green little leaves were coming out. How sudden and unexpected. It’s as if it undergone a magician’s bewitching woosh of the wand, *bam* it’s there, it’s all cute and tiny and green. “Spring rain is as precious as oil” - as a Chinese saying puts it, I spent an hour this afternoon lying on my bed, listening to the precious sound of spring rain. What peaceful time it was. Why is it that we have to run around to do whatever we are impelled to do until we are so fatigued and we can no longer stand up, and then we collapse on the ground and look around realizing wow, why the heck were we doing these nonsense for? Life is hard to figure out, but who ever said it should be figured out?
He came back, left again; then she came back. And there were silence and pretence. And banging doors. And more silence. No, I’m fine. I’ve become numb.
Formal is coming soon, too. Tiff’s got a dress, Stell has a plan, Parthi bought his suit long time ago, Steph N. got it a few months ago from the States. I AM STILL CLUELESS. I haven’t even checked out any stores. … well, that’s a lie; my mom took me to PMall but I didn’t see anything good there. After this Saturday, after this Saturday I shall be free.
Just a side note, for anyone who’s concerned with acne or pimple on the face, use Proactiv. It really works. If you don’t believe me, stop me in the hallway and stare at my face if you want living proof. Oh wait, that wouldn’t really work; because you haven’t seen my face before I started using it. There’s still stuff on my face though; but hey, I’ve only used it for a week.
My head is on WM’s page. Wow. Freaked me out. I should practise harder now, can’t bear to disappoint anyone. =P
I probably should go to bed now; get ready for a pic with a cowboy hat.
- just a day, thoughts | Time: 10:50 pm (UTC+8)
2 weeks and your 18 huh? I’ve got 6 months and I think that’s too close. Gosh I love rain. It’s so peacful and gives the atmophere this calmness. People get quiet, or maybe it’s just that they go inside.
Is it your parents?
Comment by Anonymous — April 21, 2005 @ 6:07 am
Oh and thanks for reading, I still can’t figure out how this site works, how you read random blogs.
Comment by Nicole — April 21, 2005 @ 6:10 am
i had downloaded the music of “Rhapsody in Blue”, did you play that part of piano? Great!
Comment by i.s. — April 21, 2005 @ 4:27 pm
no I didn’t play that. why does everyone get that wrong? doesn’t the time and ’spring concert’ title indicate that I’ll be playing that in the concert?
however, please come to that concert. it’d mean a lot to me. =)
Comment by Sof — April 22, 2005 @ 11:19 am
where is the show? in your school? no sure to come… do hope you do great!
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