I am Sof.

Some funny looking Japanese 18-year-old Meehee… I wonder if she deliberately plucked her eyebrows that way…

Just a few more days left. I haven’t been catching up with my work and have been winging tests lately. Just feel that there isn’t really a point of studying my butt off anymore since UT Music isn’t giving out any scholarships according to academic records.. I don’t think. It feels more strange when I realized school is almost out - and this time when it’s out, I won’t be able to go back to the same place anymore. Well I supposed I’m kinda used to adapting to new environment; I spent 6 years growing up with the same people then went to middle school for 2 years meeting people I didn’t really know, left China and went to gr.8 for less than a year in which I again met complete strangers, then there was Woburn. It indeed is weird to say goodbye to the people we once shared so much time with; then when we say goodbye we don’t know if we’ll ever see them again. Just live it, I tell myself; just live it.

Currently I have 3 more philosophy journals to do, and I also have to finish reading King Lear. Planning to start studying for calc tomorrow. UTMusic sent me a letter today informing me that there will be a pizza dinner with guidance sessions regarding uni stuff, I guess I’m going. I can’t wait to meet other musicians along with their strange and supposedly great minds. Reading 05/06 time table and calendar gets me reeeaally excited. Reeaaally.

Tomorrow should be the last 30-degree day. Wear tanktops while you still can. I regret the fact that I didn’t run out into the rain today; but I noted myself that I won’t miss it next time.