June 22, 2005

From Michelle:


The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.
In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored.
You’d like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring.
You would be forced to break up with someone who was insecure and in constant need of reassurance.
Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future… one you can grow with.
Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.
You think of marriage as something that will confine you. You are afraid of marriage.
In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You’ll do anything for love, but you won’t fall for it easily.

Well, not so bad. Mostly true.

I’ve been packing, and I’m sure I just breathed in a year worth of dust from digging out old school essays, notes and handouts. I’m going to get rid of 80% of my high school works, only leaving a few essays and projects I did extremely horribly and extremely well.

I also have multitudinous amount of books/ornamentations/stuffed animals/bags and other stuff that I don’t need anymore. I’m going to donate most of them to Enoch’s church because they are having a garage sale on Saturday. But if anyone wants any specific things, let me know and I’ll see if I have it…

June 18, 2005

It’s 8:30 on a Saturday morning and unusually I could’ve gotten a chance to sleep in. But, my dad totally rang me up when he buzzed to get inside the building and there was something wrong with the phone and he kept on yelling downstairs for me to check the phones. AHHH! Now I can’t go back to sleep. So I’m doing this thing from Steph…

(o) smoked a cigarette *and didn’t really like it
( ) smoked a cigar
( ) crashed a friend’s car
( ) stolen a car
(o) been in love
( ) been dumped
( ) shoplifted
( ) been fired
(o) been in a fist fight *oh yeah baby, I was a violent little kid :P
( ) snuck out of my parent’s house
( ) had feelings for someone who didnt have them back
( ) been arrested
( ) gone on a blind date
(o) lied to a friend
( ) had a crush on a teacher
( ) skipped school *I’ve skipped class though
( ) seen someone die
(o) been to Canada
( ) been to Mexico
(o) been on a plane
(o) eaten sushi
( ) been snowboarding
( ) been moshing at a concert
( ) been in an abusive relationship
(o) taken painkillers
(o) love someone or miss someone right now
(o) laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by
(o) made a snow angel
( ) had a tea party
(o) flown a kite
( ) built a sand castle
( ) gone puddle jumping
(o) played dress up *heehee…
(o) jumped into a pile of leaves
(o) gone sledding *and I sucked
( ) cheated while playing a game *perhaps.. but I don’t play a lot of games in general.
(o) been lonely
(o) fallen asleep at work/school *oh man, that one during calc… yum..
( ) used a fake id
( ) watched the sun set
(0) felt an earthquake
( ) touched a snake *ew no, but I’ve eaten one;)
( ) slept beneath the stars
(0) been tickled
( ) been robbed
(o) been misunderstood *haven’t we all? it’s sad.
(o) pet a reindeer/goat
( ) won a contest colouring contests!
( ) run a red light only once though.
( ) been suspended from school
( ) been in a car accident
(( ) had braces *well… sorta..
(o) felt like an outcast
(o) eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night
(o) had deja vu
( ) danced in the moonlight
( ) hated the way you look
( ) witnessed a crime
(o) questioned your heart
( ) been obsessed with post-it notes
(o) squished barefoot through the mud
(o) been lost
( ) been to the opposite side of the country
(o) swam in the ocean
(o) felt like dying
(o) cried yourself to sleep
( ) played cops and robbers *don’t think they have this game in China
(o) recently colored with crayons/colored pencils/markers *acrylics
(o) sung karaoke *unfortunately yes
(o) paid for a meal with only coins
(o) done something you told yourself you wouldn’t
( ) made prank phone calls
(0) laughed until some kind of beverage came out of your nose *yeah, my dad told me joke while I was eating soup during dinner and it happened
(o) caught a snowflake on your tongue
( ) danced in the rain
( ) written a letter to Santa Claus
( ) been kissed under a mistletoe *aww..
( ) watched the sun set with someone you care about *aww..
(o) blown bubbles
( ) made a bonfire
( ) crashed a party
(o) gone rollerskating/blading
( ) had a wish come true *don’t normally wish for anything
(o) worn pearls
( ) screamed penis in class
( ) ate dog/cat food
( ) told a complete stranger you loved them
(o) sang in the shower *always
( ) had a dream that you married someone
(o) glued your hand to something
( ) got your tongue stuck to a flag pole
(o) worn the opposite sexes clothes
( ) sat on a roof top
(o) screamed at the top of your lungs
( ) done a one-handed cartwheel
( ) talked on the phone for more than 6 hours.
(0) stayed up all night
( ) pick and ate an apple right off the tree
(o) climbed a tree
( ) had a tree house
(o) are scared to watch scary movies alone
( ) believe in ghosts
( ) have more then 30 pairs of shoes close to it
( ) worn a really ugly outfit to school just to see what others say
( ) gone streaking
( ) played ding-dong-ditch *what is this?
( ) played chicken * as in… play chicken?
( ) been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on
(o) been told you’re hot by a complete stranger *worse, a stranger I don’t even know if I’ve ever met
( ) broken a bone
(o) been easily amused
( ) caught a fish then ate it
(o) caught a butterfly
(o) laughed so hard you cried
(o) cried so hard you laughed
( ) mooned/flashed someone
( ) had someone moon/flash you
(o) cheated on a test
( ) have a Britney Spears CD
(o) forgotten someone’s name
(o) slept naked
( ) skinny dipped
( ) been kicked out of your house
(o) dreamed of killing someone you hate *not really someone I hate, but I’ve dreamed of killing people

February 1, 2005

So, some stuff about me

I’m Sof.
I’m a gal.
5.5.1987
Chinese, born in Beijing.
I speak Mandarin/Pu Tong Hua and English.
currently living in Toronto, Canada.
an only child.

neurotic, sentimental.
I cry, A LOT.
I fear dogs.
I don’t like parties.
I think I’ll grow fat exponentially in the not-so-distant future.

I like/listen to classical, jazz, some metal/punk/rock.
I dislike rap.
I’m a phan of the Phantom of the Opera (movie 2004).
I heart HP.
I think British accent is sexy.
I’m not into food, I’m into being stuffed happily; anything tasty is good for me.
I like pretty stuff.
I love beauty, and am constantly inspired by it.
My dream car is a PT Cruiser.
Favourite places are: concert halls, Metropolitan Library, cafe, Kensington and likewise, somewhere quiet.
I like hugs.
I heart Pepsi.
My future house will be very minimalistic.
I don’t watch a lot of Korean/Japanese soap operas.
Am not an idolater in general.

list will keep on growing.